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I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
Created on 2008-03-24 17:57:15 (#15223686), last updated 2009-10-12
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| Name: | milky_way_star |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1984-12-22 |
| Location: | London, United Kingdom |
Welcome to my
non existant journal. Right now my life sucks royally, so I have nothing much to say, however,
I'm hoping to change things around this year (get a job, pretend to act like a grown up etc) maybe then I'll
actually have something to write about! (Maybe I'll also fall flat on my face, ruin everything, and end up
committing suicide or something tragic like that, but hey, lets not be pessimistic) Read my ramblings within. Oh, and if your homophobic, or generally just a bigot, please go away.
Some info on me
♥ My name is Steph and I'm23 24
♥ I have loads of nicknames, and I give everyone around me nicknames as well (though they might not know it)
♥ Currently in the early stages of Mentalization Based treatment (MBT) which is designed for BPD - Its the new DBT dontcha know :-)
♥ I love cooking
♥ I'm obsessed with anything to do with cupcakes and ice cream
♥ I'm an avid reader
♥ I have a bad habit of snorting out drinks through my nose because I laugh too hard
♥ I'm a lil bit kinky :-P
Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too? - Douglas Adams

"Home"
Wish I were with you
I couldn't stay
Every direction
Leads me away
Pray for tomorrow
But for today
All I want is to be home
Stand in the mirror
You look the same
Just lookin' for shelter
From cold and the pain
Someone to cover
Safe from the rain
All I want is to be home
Echoes and silence
Patience and grace
All of these moments
I'll never replace
No fear of my heart
Absence of faith
All I want is to be home
Ooh
All I want is to be home
People I've loved
I have no regrets
Some I remember
Some I forget
Some of them living
Some of them dead
All I want is to be home
I'm hoping to change things around this year (get a job, pretend to act like a grown up etc) maybe then I'll
actually have something to write about! (Maybe I'll also fall flat on my face, ruin everything, and end up
committing suicide or something tragic like that, but hey, lets not be pessimistic) Read my ramblings within. Oh, and if your homophobic, or generally just a bigot, please go away.
Some info on me
♥ My name is Steph and I'm
♥ I have loads of nicknames, and I give everyone around me nicknames as well (though they might not know it)
♥ Currently in the early stages of Mentalization Based treatment (MBT) which is designed for BPD - Its the new DBT dontcha know :-)
♥ I love cooking
♥ I'm obsessed with anything to do with cupcakes and ice cream
♥ I'm an avid reader
♥ I have a bad habit of snorting out drinks through my nose because I laugh too hard
♥ I'm a lil bit kinky :-P
Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too? - Douglas Adams

"Home"
Wish I were with you
I couldn't stay
Every direction
Leads me away
Pray for tomorrow
But for today
All I want is to be home
Stand in the mirror
You look the same
Just lookin' for shelter
From cold and the pain
Someone to cover
Safe from the rain
All I want is to be home
Echoes and silence
Patience and grace
All of these moments
I'll never replace
No fear of my heart
Absence of faith
All I want is to be home
Ooh
All I want is to be home
People I've loved
I have no regrets
Some I remember
Some I forget
Some of them living
Some of them dead
All I want is to be home
Interests (143):
*squeeing*, angels, animals, anime, anxiety, art, avoiding growing up, badges, bdsm, being a control freak, being a weird person, being angsty, biking, bme, body mods, bracelets, bruce springsteen, bulimia, cakes, caramacs, cheese, cherry diet coke, chilli, clothes, coffee, coffee shops, collecting candles, collecting mugs, cooking, corsets, creative zen, crystals, cupcakes, daydreaming, depression, diet coke, dreams, dvds, edward monkton, exercise, fear of failure, fetish, food, food mmm food, food porn, foodgasms, freecycle, gay rights, getting piercings, ghosts, giggling, giving people secret nicknames, going to gigs, group therapy, guillermo del toro, guitars, guns and roses, hair colours, hair dye, hamsters, harry potter, hoodies, hot chocolate, house m.d, hugh laurie, hugs, icelollys, internet, jamie oliver, jk rowling, johnny cash, jumping in crunchy leaves, keeping new year resolutions, kink, laughing until i cry, learning to drive, lesbianism, lillies, lilly, lizards, london, losing weight, lush, making money, marian keyes, mbt, meeting people, mental health, mental illness, mentalization, midnight, music, myths and legends, narnia, nature, nigella lawson, nintendo ds, omg slash, painting my toenails, perfectionism, photography, piercings, pining for a nintendo-ds, play piercing, pocoyo, pretty things, pretty underwear, psychotherapy, purple things, reading, recycling, reptiles, rocket dog, running away when scared, running up phone bills, self harm, self injury, shakeaway, shiny things, shoes, shopping, slash, snakes, sporks, star wars, starry things, stars, starting therapy, suicide girls, sushi, talking for hours, tattoos, tea, texting, the moon, the night sky, toast, top hats, velvet revolver, volunteering, weebl and bob, white chocolate, wings
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